
On her way to the Netherlands, Van Zalm sat
down with Alex Green of Caught
In The Carousel
and discussed the making of the album, life in
Elands, and the state of Australian music.
Caught In The Carousel: How was the approach to recording Light
Diamond different from the way you've recorded in the past?
Peggy Van Zalm: It's been a gradual kind of development.
Hopefully, you feel too that it's the next logical and artistic
stage after Different World. The move to Elands was particularly
important for us. The spirit of the community and the beauty
and purity of the natural environment nurtured the music and the
project.
In addition Geoff and I had been playing quite a few gigs together
as a duo and then we started collaborating with Helen and Peter
and I feel we really developed a unique kind of synergy.
The thread though throughout Light Diamond has been the vibe that's
created with percussion and guitar. A lot of the beds are
the two of us getting the liveness and energy happening, then
we've invited some of the key players in to do their thing.
Helen Knight on bass, Peter Mullany on electric guitar and Hugh
Cowley on violin--we had some wonderful moments playing with them
live over the last couple of years. I was really keen to
capture the material after evolving some of the songs in the live
setting, rather than it be another session type of recording.
However, it wasn't until we upgraded our computer and software
that the enthusiasm really peaked, mainly because everything started
sounding so much more polished; it was the impetus we needed to
pull it all together.
CITC: Can you describe what life in Elands is like?
PVZ: As far as white settlement is concerned, Elands was mainly
a little rural mill town and farming area up until the late sixties
I believe, when an influx of young alternate-minded Sydneysiders
all decided to move in. They brought with them a passion
for the natural environment and broadminded and experimental attitudes.
The town has a history of successful activism and still retains
a broad-based progressive and creative outlook. There is
also a peaceful acceptance of the difference of individuals and
it is still very much a party town. People enjoy gatherings
and celebrate with enthusiasm; good food and community spirit
is something I've grown to truly value. Often the gatherings
end up as musical opportunities. The population has an unusually
high number of musicians, artists, dancers and writers within
it. I have found we as a family have been heartily embraced
and encouraged in all our non-conventional interests. We
have found musical and spiritual soulmates within this small (around
500) plateau population. Our kids have enjoyed a unique
experience in the extended family- like environment in the local
school with a total of 23 children. I have also grown through
my involvement with the local health centre, practising thought
field therapy and another energy healing technique called quantum
touch. Living on the rainforested plateau is both challenging
and uplifting...the remoteness fosters a necessary psychological
self sufficiency and also encourages grassroots self sufficiency
too, as it is an hour away from any shopping centre with twenty
minutes of winding gravel roads along escarpment. So, Geoff
has been developing his organic food growing skills. The
local food co-op still operates after 30 years, there is a general
store and post office, two halls, a new cafe, a biodynamic yoghurt
farm and factory, an aikido dojo. There is a degree of "filtering"
out of the general population who are less willing to tackle the
rough roads and distance. Personally I feel like I have
thrived in the "wildness" of the place. We are
in a little old millhouse that doesn't keep out the weather.
I have learned to love the frosts and the brilliant blue skies
of many winter days.
One of the main tourist attractions is the Ellensborough Falls,
which is 160m vertical drop. It is a powerful landmark and
provides a definitive pulse and backdrop to this community.
I have been lucky to have the Ellensborough River as part of my
backyard. We can hear the rapids from our verandah and we
submerge ourselves in the refreshing waters in the height of the
summer.
CITC: How has this environment informed your songwriting?
PVZ; Perhaps I first became aware of how the environment informs
my songwriting and thus my life, some years ago when I was living
in the Blue Mountains and escaping the clutches of big city living.
It was for inner peace and healing that I escaped--an attempt
to rediscover my true self and motivations out of a commercially
hungry industry. In the years following, I made some trips
to the red centre of the Australian desert and later across the
eastern coast of Australia on tour, and now being for an extended
time in this potent place, these environments have spurned more
conscious depth of connection and recognition of how vital that
connection is for me and it has brought me a respect for indigenous
values with regard to spirit of place. It is with the same
spirit that I try to make myself available for the music and for
the lyrics and I enjoy drawing from the landscape's both inner
and outer mirrorings. Recent songs like "Listening
In," "Mercy" and "Distant Hearts" were
like a trilogy of songs written in a short period of time and
I feel they came to address and assist in resolving certain issues
in my life. I believe we all need to make time to be in
the natural environment as much as possible. It is a balancing
act and I believe it has a balancing action upon us. Something
I have become aware of through practising natural healing techniques
is exactly that every single one of us is absolutely able to affect
positively the health of ourselves and the environment through
our intent and desire. I feel the music moves with a similar
pathway through me and through the resonance of both intention
and desire.
CITC: Keeping the commercially hungry industry in mind, did there
come a point where you were disgusted, or fed up with the material
demands of the music industry?
PVZ: I was completely unprepared for the demands that came with
a commercial agenda. Looking back, I believe I was
both assisted by my wide-eyed innocence and also it became the
reason I had to dip out at that time--to take a breath or two
and find out my true direction again. I feel I was completely
absorbed by the commercial agenda and had no sense of centre at
the time to be able to just take time out, so I just bailed completely.
Sometimes I wish I had more sense then, but of course it is impossible
to go back and I know there is a bigger agenda and the path continues
CITC: And has the journey you've ended up taking, both artistically
and personally been a conscious movement towards the organic for
you?
PVZ: Not initially. It has been a re-direction and a gradual
one. Now I see in hindsight why it occurred as it did and
I can use it all. Teaming up with a visual multi-media artist
like Geoff has really helped, too. Initially I savoured
the difference in our mediums and now of course we are traveling
together and have merged projects and it is rather peculiar in
some ways, but that has definitely been an organic process and
we augment each other's abilities.
CITC: And in terms of your artistic process, was this something
that was beginning to rear its head in the early days of Martha's
Vineyard, or did it take you completely by surprise?
PVZ: It has been a wonderful unfolding. I can see how it
is so completely the same journey for me, but different aspects
of the artistic process and the revealing of spirit. And,
for that matter, coming to know our place within nature
CITC: Light Diamond is such a lovely album not only because
the songs are so wonderful, but because they all seem to have
an intuition--a second sense, if you will--that has allowed them
to be born out of a kind of listening to nature that goes beyond
the running of a river or the rustling of trees. Songs like
"Distant Hearts" or "Listening In" appear
to be examples of this. But it seems this species of listening
can't be achieved by taking a weekend and backpacking in the woods--and
it's beyond simply communing with the natural world--it seems
to come from an almost meditative understanding that allows us
to listen to the world and respond to it as well. Am I way
off?
PVZ: I am really moved that you have this kind of response to
the music on Light Diamond and I would most definitely advocate
meditation as a passage for anyone who may be considering it.
I feel there is a wealth of information available to us if we
are willing and ready to listen. It is our empowerment base.
The song "Listening In" is a lot about that--I believe
very much that inner direction is the way through in these times
when misinformation in the mainstream media is rampant.
I like to think of life as a balancing act. "Being
in the world but not of it" is a quote I love and try to
live, and the running rivers and luminescent dawns are great energisers
and also do communicate...its just a different "wavelength"
or language, perhaps, and we can each "tune in" to nature
the healer and teacher. And in that receptive state positive
change may occur--possibly even on that backpacking trip
CITC: Do you find that your musical influences that you had when
you first
got into music are still influencing you?
PVZ: Not literally. I have been learning a lot more from
playing with others--jamming and improvising when I get the chance.
I used to really avoid it, 'cos I didn't feel very capable, being
self-taught and not a particularly technical kind of player.
But now I try to push myself through the barriers and it's helped
me a lot; it's when the music is really alive, and then it's gone,
but something of the experience fuels the next song or performance
and it is very rich.
CITC: Any new bands/singers that you've come across that have
dazzled you?
PVZ: I have been watching quite a few vintage concert videos and
docos lately. The surprise one for me that really knocked me out
was Johnny Cash. I found his performances and the footage
of his everyday manner and persona simply compelling. It
goes beyond ego and is a much larger presence. I love to
see
musicians and performers who can really allow themselves to be
inside the music-it's such a potent and powerful place and is
literally awesome and so beautiful. It is when the spirit
of the artist shines through and the genre seems incidental.
Good music has its own power and agenda then. I can feel
that place sometimes when I am performing and I know it is the
best I can be for an audience; it's being inside the emotion of
the song and getting out of that self-conscious mode of "performer".
It is a kind of transcendence and it's a very special and privileged
thing then to be a musician where an audience can be there with
you. I have had times when I have literally felt that shift
from feeling awkward and things not working with an audience to
just setting that intention to really feeling the song and then,
like magic, the audience has sensed that and everyone is there
together on that musical wave.
CITC: What do you make of the current state of Australian music?
PVZ: I think it's still true to say that there is a wealth
of interesting music out there, particularly in the independent
scene that is generally not reaching mainstream audiences due
to a number of reasons. One, being radio is not getting
the cross feed from music television as it was with Countdown
in the 80's, so a lot of local music never really gets out there.
Radio is still pumping out "the classics" from that
era and a lot of current new music worthy of airplay stays on
the fringes a lot of the time. I have been impressed with
numerous artists I have met on the live circuits when I tour.
CITC: Was the sequencing of the album tricky? Did you want
to follow a linear path in terms of themes and movements?
PVZ: I spent a lot of time with the song order and we started
with a group of 15 songs and at first I wanted to include them
all, but it was just too huge. In the end we kept just the
12 and then it was easier to sequence them and it came together
a lot easier as a totality. I wanted to have a movement
through the album lyrically, which reflected a positive direction
and outcome. Mood-wise I was also looking to bring a feeling
of consolidation...fuel for the next stretch. I do feel
that we live in amazing and challenging times as individuals and
as a species on this planet. I also feel the responsibility
of making a contribution with the work, which will nourish and
hopefully uplift fellow travelers.
CITC: Do you feel a different sense of responsibility when you
write a
song now that you have children? I always wonder how the
lads in Slayer are going to feel when their kids are 12 and want
to listen to their dads' music....
PVZ: I write primarily for myself and then I choose which songs
I think could go further or if they stay just for me. Being
the mother of two boys--well, just being a mother I believe has
influenced the music, but the responsibility I feel is to do with
a sense of calling I suppose. It is bigger than me...I approach
it sort of like I am the ambassador of the music and I am following
the music trail and try to serve the music
CITC: Your records always amaze me because they don't seem grounded
in time--in other words, Light Diamond could have been made either
fifty years ago, or fifty years from now. That's not easy
to pull off, because certain production elements can immediately
date an album. What's your feeling on this?
PVZ: Production wise, it's pretty simple I suppose--not a lot
of effects that could immediately date the work. Also, lyrically
maybe it's the fact I don't make direct references to specific
era things so perhaps I can see your point. I do feel this
album is specific to these times however, or at least is referential
to the needs of our times. My own particular experience
with healing and nature is, I believe, a journey that we all are
called to in our own ways and it is as much a call to spirit and
for us to recognise and consciously make this connection.
It is urgently needed that we wake up and grow up. It is
the personal is political idea, that we all do make a difference
to the planet. I don't peddle this so much as an overt idea
because I believe the intention is inherent in the vibration of
the music and resonance works of its own accord. However,
I think that's why it's important that new music be encouraged
in place of the old classics which have had their time on the
airwaves.
CITC: What are your main goals for the future?
PVZ: Right, goals for the future...it would be wonderful to be
able to travel the world and play the music and keep expanding
as an artist/musician and I guess that is what I am now starting
to do. We are very much looking forward to being in Europe
and playing and living. I feel so lucky.